I made a list of my Demons and my Blessings.
the demons took up #20.
Blessings went to # 55. This is the crazy. I could have easily weighed more heavily on the bad. I chose to look more closely at the beauty of my life. Trust me...that's not easy. I made a choice. I want to see things the way I used to.
Through the absolute worst of my life I had somehow kept a sense of purpose and hope. I'm not sure how or when I LOST it.
It feels like losing your mind! All that I was ,and all that I wanted to be got sucked into who I SHOULD be.
PROPERTY and PROPRIETY. I wish I could rewind. The things we chased are cinders. What we COULD HAVE BEEN is lost in our once upon a time. We will suffer for it. My mind shows us crawling towards each other across a battlefield if only to touch one last time. Proper behavior has shot us in the back. My last breath will say I Love You.
the demons took up #20.
Blessings went to # 55. This is the crazy. I could have easily weighed more heavily on the bad. I chose to look more closely at the beauty of my life. Trust me...that's not easy. I made a choice. I want to see things the way I used to.
Through the absolute worst of my life I had somehow kept a sense of purpose and hope. I'm not sure how or when I LOST it.
It feels like losing your mind! All that I was ,and all that I wanted to be got sucked into who I SHOULD be.
PROPERTY and PROPRIETY. I wish I could rewind. The things we chased are cinders. What we COULD HAVE BEEN is lost in our once upon a time. We will suffer for it. My mind shows us crawling towards each other across a battlefield if only to touch one last time. Proper behavior has shot us in the back. My last breath will say I Love You.